It's probably "I learn to slow down in my fast-paced life" at its finest here.

The window seat. You look out of the window and the bazillion objects pass by you.

The bus halts. There on the streets, a random individual's eyes are on the ground as he walks. That's another person with a life. How is he doing? How is his life? Is he happy, is he sad or is he just contented with life? And you begin to abandon him as the bus starts to move. He disappears from your view, and you move on to the next person that comes into the picture.

So I ask myself, how is my life now?

It's great. Could have been worse. I'm blessed with an awesome class and some nice teachers who are very supportive (: Work and work demands are on the rise, but that's all manageable since the fun in class offsets the big portion of the lousy feeling.

It sucks. Could have been better. I've become annoying and irritating. I've become eccentric. Somehow I'm isolating myself more or more ): I just don't know why I feel that way. Even though I try to include myself, at times, it just doesn't feel natural.

Have I lost myself? I don't want to lose anything.

I'm lost, and I shouldn't be lost. I'm in a position where I should stand firm. A second opportunity is hard to come by and I want to cherish this. I don't want to lose it, again.

"Life is like a sine curve."
"Life is a roller coaster ride."
- I zoom along the top but crawl through the bottom.

How will things change for the better, or for the worse?

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"Do what you love, and love what you do; or do it for the people you love." - is what I sometimes tell people. I love to be perfect, but I'll give it a miss from now on, because I finally realised that only then will I be able to do more of what I love (: I guess that's what you/some of you are trying to tell me.

A little bit of perfection is okay, just not an overdose.

Newfound motivation. Let's enjoy life before it ends. Vivimus, vivamus.

Bus rides - Stop and think about the previous roller coaster ride(s).

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People ask, what I've been busy with, neglecting homework and all. The answer lies somewhere in here.